| time for an update.
new layout.
man school is such a dramatic prison.
girls complaing on how their hair looks and what boys there going to get together with this year.
really, you wanna know what's going in this head.
well i may never tell.
seriously...its mostly the algebra II that is kicking my ass and i'm just not sure how much longer i can take. gah, but i'll get through.
oh yeah, we also have some history day project and that i don't know if i can take and i don't think i can get out of it.
i've missed writing my poetry. =(
i need to call a good friend in missouri...you know who you are. [we'll rock the disco this spring break]
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| i can't wait til' i leave this place.
seeing familiar people everyone driving their little cars from point A to point B is just a treacherous disaster in the making.
before i have known all this lightness but now its fading into darkness.
no one understands the truth that is lurking beneath me....except for you.
you, yeah like you give a shit.
you don't. you rather drink that vodka bottle in your hand.
as it drops all the drops hit the ground and splatter.
remember this when your heart stops and the poetry is lurking beneath your dark eyes.
just wait for all the mini-gloomy people to just come and have you for an appetizer.
tear the bottle apart and just start searching.
for you will not find what you are really looking for.
until its gone.
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| school starts monday and i really don't feel like going. i'm thinking of taking media arts [photography] & graphic designing in college.
october is the month for halloween but really its just a month that is going to be the biggest month on my calendar this year.
senior year, i need to at least go to one party this year...if not hell i may go to one later in life.
planning on going to vegas for my 21st birthday.
don't tell anyone my secrets, they are locked in your heart.
you may not know it but i have a good friend that i need to tell them something important.
tory, thanks for everything. this summer rocked off the planet since i got to talk to you and become a good friend to you and i hope i have been to the same to you.
don't forget, jersey will be here soon or at least the highlights will. haha
later dolls,
stacey |
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| hey lovely people. are you doing anything, exciting in your life? yeah, i didn't think so.
carry all your fears. don't regret what hapened with us.
our music carries the love that you never gave to me.
write the melody of us.
will it work? i think it will...do u? you don't do you.
yeah, i've missed this dumpster [aka xanga].
glad to be back.
got schedules.
plus, i got to hang out with my sis...yay! not. i love her still.
senior pics...being complicated little shits.
RAWR!
schedule filled with unexpected numbers & just people that don't know the real me:
1. alg II [the math that rots the inner core of my brain]-- wiedeman.
2. * world history [nothing i don't know]-- sims.
3. * english IV [bring it on shakespeare]-- robbins.
4. desktop publishing I & II [computers...fun for hours at end, they have crazy bugs of life inside...sssshhh]-- jones.
5 - 7. hospitality II [the most fun & wicked class to exsist in this combined law of a high schoolers life]-- mitchell.
later dolls,
stacey xo |
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| hey everyone. i'm deeply sorry that i have not gotten to update this thing in forever...i will comment everyone once i get back in arkansas. currently on 2 weeks vaca. well gotta go.
stacey xo |
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